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 I been unraveling since my birth

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Age: 14 moons
Gender: Tomcat ♂
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BerichtOnderwerp: I been unraveling since my birth   I been unraveling since my birth Icon_minitimema 10 feb 2020 - 23:03

RAVENPAW // SHADOWCLAN 9 MOONS OLD

He slowly moved through the pine forests that covered a part of ShadowClan territory. The young tom-cat was very aware of his surroundings. His footsteps, his movements. He was out here to catch some prey. To show Rattlesnout that he could hunt on his own and that he was ready to learn more advanced techniques. Ravenpaw sometimes felt like he was held back, like his mentor didn't want him to progress. What was he afraid of? That he learned too quick and would surpass him? Shouldn't that be a good thing?

He quickly shook himself out of the incoming thought train because he heard a noise. His ears turned towards it and his whiskers twitched when he tried to pick op the scent. Smelled like vole. He quickly dropped closer to the ground and started stalking towards the rustling noise. Take some time, straighten your back.. concentrate.. and then he leapt forward. The vole was trapped between his paws and before the animal could escape he bit it's neck. Dead. It hadn't seen him coming. Just like Ravenpaw hadn't heard someone approaching him.. oh snap..

- Russetfur



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Russetfur
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Age: 70 Moons
Gender: She-cat ♀
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Russetfur
BerichtOnderwerp: Re: I been unraveling since my birth   I been unraveling since my birth Icon_minitimema 10 feb 2020 - 23:13

Time had flown by like a hurricane. Her mind could hardly keep up with all the events that had been happening around her and with her. It still felt like yesterday when she had delivered her kittens, who were nine moons old apprentices now. Being a mum had been a hard task, something she never really wanted, but Russetfur had managed to adjust. She loved her kittens, equally. She was proud of them and hoped that her kittens would give hope to Shadowclan. Her own mother's clan.

She had made Flameleap the father of her kittens, but he wasn't. Nevermind was the father and she still felt guilty for keeping that a secret. It was a lonely task, being a mum without the support of a real father. Nevertheless, she had done the job. And now she was following her son, Ravenpaw. And he was just like her borther, Ravenheart. She saw how her son successfully caught a vole. A loud purr of approval sounded from her throat. "Nice catch, Ravenpaw." she moved closer to him and pressed her nose against his flank. "But why are you alone out here?" Of course, she was a mum and a warrior and he was a young apprentice, out alone in the pine forest.


I been unraveling since my birth BFXFBvt
"You know, the only thing that matters is the ending. And this one is very good. This one's perfect."
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BerichtOnderwerp: Re: I been unraveling since my birth   I been unraveling since my birth Icon_minitimema 10 feb 2020 - 23:25

RAVENPAW // SHADOWCLAN 9 MOONS OLD

A purr from another cat made him jump around, slightly startled. He quickly recognized his mother and she complimented his catch. He cracked a smile towards her. "But why are you alone out here?" was her follow-up question. One he could have guessed would come from his mother. "I'm just.. out wandering and thinking. Rattlesnout trains me, I promise! But today I've been.. thinking about a lot." he said. He hoped that she wouldn't question him further about his motives to be alone. The black tom-cat wandered a lot in the forest, more than he admitted to.

He was silent for a while before he spoke again. "Flameleap isn't my dad, is he?" the young tom shuffled with his paws. He had quietly pieced his own puzzle together. "He never spend time with us, he doesn't look at us, it doesn't feel like he is in any way related to me. I should have been an ginger tom-cat. Yet here I am, not ginger or anything like it." he sighed. He hoped to get a low more satisfaction getting this trainwreck rolling but it didn't feel right. Instead, Ravenpaw felt like he was about to open up a whole other cesspit.


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Age: 70 Moons
Gender: She-cat ♀
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Russetfur
BerichtOnderwerp: Re: I been unraveling since my birth   I been unraveling since my birth Icon_minitimema 10 feb 2020 - 23:41

Hearing her son's words she wanted to tell him that this was no time to wander about and think with all those dangers lurking around. Sure, her son was a strong tom-cat, already like a warrior in her opinion, but he was also only nine moons old, which meant that he was also no where near being a warrior. But his tone let her remain quiet and wait for what was to come.

She just stood there, watching him as he spoke. Of course. He was old enough to know, to put the pieces together. He was smart enough and it was crystal clear that Flameleap wasn't his dad. Russetfur kept quiet for one more moment. "You're right, and I shoul've told you sooner," she spoke softly. And yes, she did regret the lies. But she refused to sound weak or defeated. "Your dad used to be a warrior of Shadowclan, a loyal and strong warrior," she spoke. "His name is Nevermind and he left Shadowclan when things started going down. When you came to be I didn't know what I know now, that he joined Bloodclan and for that I despise him," she told him. "Yet I do not regret anything. You, my son, and your siblings, are my everything, my hopes," she continued, watching him closely. "I lied and kept it secret... and for that I'm sorry." And that was that. It was out and she didn't know how her son would react. Russetfur had decided to stay straight to the point, no excuses and she hoped that she had done it right.


I been unraveling since my birth BFXFBvt
"You know, the only thing that matters is the ending. And this one is very good. This one's perfect."
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BerichtOnderwerp: Re: I been unraveling since my birth   I been unraveling since my birth Icon_minitimedi 11 feb 2020 - 21:46

RAVENPAW // SHADOWCLAN 9 MOONS OLD

His feelings were confirmed by Russetfur. She told him he was right. He was right. He repeated the words a few times in his head. He had known the truth the whole time, it just had been confirmed. If Neritepaw would learn about this she.. he wouldn't even know how his sister would react. Russetfur started telling him about his dad. His true dad. His name was Nevermind and he was supposed to be a loyal and strong warrior in his day. He left ShadowClan. He joined Bloodclan. A strong pain jabbed in his belly, like he had just been impaled by a stick.

Ravenpaw was not a cat to cry. But he felt so many different emotions running into each other. They all collided. Anger, fear, hatred, uncertainty. His mother apologized for keeping it a secret and she told him that she didn't regret a thing. With his eyes big he still listened, tried to piece together a sentence that would make sense. He wanted to yell, but kept it inside. "I don't know what to say." he muttered. "I feel like I should be mad. That I was being lied to," he slowly waved his tail from side to side. "But I don't feel mad. I don't know how to feel about it. Really, in this moment I am no different than Wolfpaw with a parent in BloodClan. Will he be here when they will invade the clan? Will he even recognize me if we would ever clash in battle?" he didn't want to be the one to be murdered by his father that chose the wrong path. "What does he look like? When did he leave ShadowClan?" the young tom-cat was now filled with more questions than ever before.


Darkness brings evil things
 





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StarClan
I been unraveling since my birth DPKsfdL
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Age: 70 Moons
Gender: She-cat ♀
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Russetfur
BerichtOnderwerp: Re: I been unraveling since my birth   I been unraveling since my birth Icon_minitimedo 13 feb 2020 - 0:26

Maybe it had been a bit blunt when she had told her son the truth about his father. She just simply didn't see any other way to tell him. She didn't want to throw excuses, to give a reason for everything, all the why's, unless he would ask her. Russetfur wanted to be honest with her son, but now she wondered if it hadn't been rather harsh. Being a mother was hard, especially when you had to tell your kits hard things.

Russetfur observed her son, saw the mixture of feelings in his eyes. Wondering whether she should step closer to comfort him crossed her mind, yet she didn't move a paw. Ravenpaw spoke, told her that he didn't know what to say. Russetfur listened to him while he spoke. As Ravenpaw waved his tail from side to side, she felt a pang in her chest. She swallowed and continued listening. As he kept speaking her eyes widened. "No! You won't have to face him. He might be the tom-cat who made the existence of you four possible, but he is not much more than that," she spoke quickly. "In the end he wasn't there for you and he betrayed Shadowclan, he is no better then any other traitor," but saying those word about the father of her kits hurt. Not because she cared about Nevermind, but because she cared about who her kits saw as their dad. She calmed down a bit and sat down. Ravenpaw asked what the tom looked like. "He is a very large, black tom-cat... he has blue eyes, and well... that's about it."


I been unraveling since my birth BFXFBvt
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BerichtOnderwerp: Re: I been unraveling since my birth   I been unraveling since my birth Icon_minitimevr 14 feb 2020 - 22:28

RAVENPAW // SHADOWCLAN 9 MOONS OLD

She seemed upset about him asking about facing his father. He would someday, he knew it. Felt it in his gut as he had spoken the words. "Oh, but you didn't understand me quite right then. I want to meet him. Sure, he is only the one random cat who made me possible, but I want to know what he is like." he wanted to know his manners, how he walked and talked. Suddenly this "Nevermind" cat that was his dad was the most interesting thing in his life. Especially when Russetfur started describing him. Ravenpaw looked at his own two frontpaws. "He sounds just like me. I wonder if he looks like me, if I look like him." he mumbled. He was trying to form a picture in his head about how his dad would look, but he couldn't.


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StarClan
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Age: 70 Moons
Gender: She-cat ♀
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Russetfur
BerichtOnderwerp: Re: I been unraveling since my birth   I been unraveling since my birth Icon_minitimeza 15 feb 2020 - 0:51

Russetfur frowned when Ravenpaw spoke the words about wanting to meet his father. She didn't want that to happen. Yet Russetfur understood him. She couldn't allow that to happen. No. She thought she'd known Nevermind, but it had appeared to be untrue, since the Nevermind she knew wouldn't join Bloodclan. "I understand, Ravenpaw. But you know you can't just meet him. I'll tell you everything about him what you want to know, but I'm afraid that you have to let go of the idea of meeting him."
And it was true. Ravenpaw did look like Nevermind, but Ravenpaw also looked like her brother, Ravenheart and her mother, Innerstar and that is what she wanted to see when she looked at her son. "You do look like him, but you're nothing like him. You're better. You are like my brother, your uncle, Ravenheart," was what Russetfur said, looking him right in the eyes. Russetfur decided to step closer to her son and pressed her cheek against his. "I know that you want a father and if I had the power to change it, I would give you a true father, not some tom who made you possible and not a lie to cover up for what I did," she spoke softly. "I don't want Nevermind to be a father figure to you, he's not the tom I thought he was," she continued. Russetfur had been weak and she hated it. But she did love her kits and by Starclan, let it go.


I been unraveling since my birth BFXFBvt
"You know, the only thing that matters is the ending. And this one is very good. This one's perfect."
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BerichtOnderwerp: Re: I been unraveling since my birth   I been unraveling since my birth Icon_minitimezo 16 feb 2020 - 20:39

RAVENPAW // SHADOWCLAN 9 MOONS OLD

Russetfurs expression changed to mild frustration when he mentioned that he wanted to meet his dad. She told him that she understood, but that he couldn't meet him. She would tell him everything, but he didn't want to hear it. "To be fair mom, I would like to hear from him. He wasn't the one who kept a big secret like this from me." he then spoke calmly. Russetfur proceeded to tell how he looked more like Ravenheart, a black tomcat that was his dead uncle. She stepped closer and pressed her cheek against his. He didn't move. "I don't need a father figure in my life. The only thing I needed in my life was honesty and some clearance, which I never got from you or the whole of ShadowClan for that matter." he spoke, more anger in his voice. His word were directed at the whole affair concerning Sinclaw and Tallstar. "Our own leader betrayed us. My whole existence is based on a fat lie. If anyone in the clan finds out who my real dad is, we're done for." the young tom lashed his tail in anger. He didn't chose to be in this mess, yet he was.


Darkness brings evil things
 





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BerichtOnderwerp: Re: I been unraveling since my birth   I been unraveling since my birth Icon_minitimedi 3 maa 2020 - 17:04

It was true. It was she that had kept it secret from het kittens. It was she that let another tom-cat pretend to be their dad. It was all she. And she regretted it, well, the way she had done it. At first it had started as a way to protect her honor as a Shadowclan warrior and the daughter of their former leader, Innerstar. But that wasn't fair towards her kittens. Thus Russetfur remained quiet as Ravenpaw spoke his words. She then told him that her son looked more like his dead uncle, Ravenheart and she stepped towards him and pressed her cheek against his. She noticed how Ravenpaw didn't move a muscle. The next words spoken by Ravenpaw stung like a wasp. She hadn't noticed how her secret had affected him. But not only that, the whole situation within Shadowclan. "Ravenpaw," she spoke right away, looking at him directly with concern in her eyes. "I am the one who did all this. You aren't. If some one is to be spoken for, it is me. You, Ravenpaw, you and your siblings are loyal Shadowclan cats, the future of the clan, cats to be respected. I know I lied, but that is all on me. I raised you four to be Shadowclan warriors and that is what you four are going to be. Even Neritepaw in her heart, a true warriors heart. And by Starclan, I know that your Shadowclan ancestors see you as equally as every other loyal Shadowclan cat." She knew she had to come clean to Shadowclan. But first her other kittens. Innerpaw. Neritepaw. Shrewpaw.


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BerichtOnderwerp: Re: I been unraveling since my birth   I been unraveling since my birth Icon_minitimeza 14 maa 2020 - 19:45

RAVENPAW // SHADOWCLAN 9 MOONS OLD

Russetfur didn't seem to think long about what she was going to say to him. She quickly addressed that it was her fault that they got wound up in all this. He lashed his tail when she mentioned the word loyal. How dare she? He would never betray ShadowClan. "I would never betray the clan. And if those frog hearts think I would they're even more stupid than I thought." he snarled. "I would never feel related to those foxhearts in BloodClan. I come from a strong bloodline. Innerstar is my grandma. Our family is made out of heroes." he puffed his chest, proud. "Nobody will ever get a chance to question my loyalty to ShadowClan. But they're going to, they are going to look dirty at me. Think of me as some sort of traitor, that I'm less than they are. Especially in times like these." his nose wrinkled angrily. He had to prove himself over and over again. All because of his scumbag dad. The fact that he was a descendant of Innerstar didn't matter if the news got out. What is a fancy bloodline if it's muddled with gross BloodClan blood.


Darkness brings evil things
 





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Age: 70 Moons
Gender: She-cat ♀
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BerichtOnderwerp: Re: I been unraveling since my birth   I been unraveling since my birth Icon_minitimewo 18 maa 2020 - 2:38

Guilt gripped her heart, but she had to remain strong for her son. She felt a shudder go down her spine as Ravenpaw spoke. His voice was angry, yet strong and determined, but angry. It wasn't the Ravenpaw she was used to. And something about this made her feel proud of her son, yet it stung. Russetfur let him speak and she listened to his words. Yes, he did come from a strong Shadowclan bloodline. Innerstar, her mother, was his grandmother. How could I have messed up like this? She swallowed her own thoughts as she continued listening to her son. Her stomach clenched as he spoke his final sentences. She knew he was right and she didn't know what to say anymore. Her eyes darkened as she looked at her son. Her beautiful son. A battle of feelings went through her. "I tried... I tried my best, Ravenpaw," she eventually spoke. "I will make this up to you, to all of you..." What else could she say. But how? She stood up, but her tail remained low to the ground. She felt weak with emotions. She felt regret that she didn't want to feel. She loved her kits, how could she feel regret? It was true, she'd never wanted to become a mother, but she was and she'd learned to love being a mother. When Ravenpaw, Innerpaw, Neritepaw and Shrewpaw, she couldn't have helped but love her them.


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