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| Onderwerp: Boats and birds ma 21 sep 2020 - 20:53 | |
| If you'll be my star I'll be your sky You can hide underneath me and come out at night When I turn jet black, and you show off your light I live to let you shine I live to let you shine
Ze had de zenuwen elk moment van de reis naar binnen gevoeld, maar had geprobeerd haar hoofdje geheven te houden. Haar snorharen waren langs de wanden van de tunnel gestreken, totdat ze een steen had gezien zoals geen andere stenen. Het voelde bijna alsof er elektriciteit in de grot hing en al haar instincten riepen om weg te lopen, maar ze hield vol. Ze was hier op de plek waar ze altijd al had willen zijn, waarvan ze zo vaak geroepen had dat ze heen zou gaan om haar moeder te zien. Misschien zou ze haar moeder zelfs wel zien vandaag... De hoop liet haar hart samenknijpen. Misschien.. misschien...
Ze drukte haar neus tegen de koude steen met zo weinig mogelijk aarzeling en het leek wel alsof ze aan het vallen was. Het was alsof ze in het water viel, omhuld door kou en toen.. niks. Heel kort niks. Toen haar bewuste weer terugkwam voelde ze zacht gras onder haar poten en een prettig briesje die over haar vachtje heen wuifde, samen met een warme temperatuur. Langzaam knipperde Pepperpaw met haar ogen, voorzichtig tot haar voetjes komend, snel om zich heenkijkend of Newtpaw hier ook was. Maar nee.. Ze zag op het moment nog helemaal niemand. Sterren flonkerden hoog boven haar hoofd, ze hoorde water ruisen in de verte. Ergens wilde ze roepen, vragen of er iemand was, maar ze hield haar mond. Starclan moest gerespecteerd worden en ze zou dus geduldig wachten op de komst van iemand. En oh Starclan.. ze hoopte zo erg dat het haar moeder was.
[Pep's starclan guide <3 ] But you can skyrocket away from me And never come back of you find another galaxy Far from here With more room to fly Just leave me your stardust to remember you by |
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| Onderwerp: Re: Boats and birds do 24 sep 2020 - 10:28 | |
| If you'll be my star I'll be your sky You can hide underneath me and come out at night When I turn jet black, and you show off your light I live to let you shine I live to let you shine
The wind rustled the leaves quietly, adding to the peaceful surroundings. Pepperpaw took it all in with awe. It was all so beautiful here. Beautiful.. And silent. Was this how it was supposed to be? No cats around her? No one to welcome her? She swallowed nervously. Perhaps Starclan had rejected her. Perhaps she had failed them by being worse than their expectation? Just when the thoughts started to poison her mind slowly, heavy footfalls reached her ears. She cautiously turned around, only to see the old, really scary, Windclan deputy. She felt her hackles rise slightly, but forced them to flatten. She didn't want to disrespect the intimidating tom. She bowed her head to him, happy to avert her eyes for a moment from his gleaming, icy gaze. "Sabrefur," she greeted him, an edge of nervousness in her voice. She had hoped to see her mother, instead she got the cat who might have been in her nightmares more than once. But you can skyrocket away from me And never come back of you find another galaxy Far from here With more room to fly Just leave me your stardust to remember you by |
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| Onderwerp: Re: Boats and birds do 24 sep 2020 - 10:42 | |
| If you'll be my star I'll be your sky You can hide underneath me and come out at night When I turn jet black, and you show off your light I live to let you shine I live to let you shine
She felt incredibly small next to the massive, scarred black-and-white tom-cat. She always knew that he was huge, she had seen him from the border that she had often padded along, wishing to see a glimpse from her old clanmates. Her mouth went slightly dry at his comment about her roots. "I will never forget my roots, they shaped me in what I am. However, my first responsibility lies with Shadowclan," she responded, meeting his cool blue gaze. While she wished to believe his words about not wishing to burden her, she wanted to have this clear first and foremost. But you can skyrocket away from me And never come back of you find another galaxy Far from here With more room to fly Just leave me your stardust to remember you by |
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| Onderwerp: Re: Boats and birds do 24 sep 2020 - 10:54 | |
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Sabrefur let out an agreeing hum. “Such is that curse,” He too would have been cursed had he been older when Skyclan fell. Instead he had been raised in Windclan and had no memories nor ties that rooted him to the now barren wasteland he originated. “It is in times of war, not peace, that this will be tested. Indeed, I need not remind you about your roots. But I will remind you of this. You as a medicine cat have an advantage many of us don’t. The four clans will always be divided. This is how it’s been for centuries and how it will stay. However, know that a medicine cat can bridge the gap that separates us, all the while remembering who you belong to and who you are. A hard task, a burden, perhaps a bane? That is for you to decide. Many before you could not shoulder this responsibility. You have a tall order to fill if you want to succeed your successor,” His voice dropped lower as he spoke, head slightly bend to meet her eyes as she was much shorter than him. Positively towering over her with the stars behind him fading a bit.
My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul
Who knew the emptiness could be so cold? I've lost the parts of me that make me whole I am the darkness, I'm a monster
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| Onderwerp: Re: Boats and birds do 24 sep 2020 - 11:02 | |
| If you'll be my star I'll be your sky You can hide underneath me and come out at night When I turn jet black, and you show off your light I live to let you shine I live to let you shine
She hadn't expected to meet him of all cats in Starclan. She had dared to dream of a reunion with her late mother, feeling her soft warm pelt and smelling her warm scents. Yet she was here and Sabrefur was the one she had to deal with. He spoke of burdens and banes and towered over her. She felt the urge nipping at her heels to step away from him, to lower her head, but resisted it. She had been intimidated too often by Bloodclan, by Orchis, by Brat, by Cobra. Her heart had already been shattered to dust by her father. She refused to lower her head and held his gaze, even though her heart trembled. "I think of it as an advantage," she said, even though her voice was thin, her loyalty had been doubted one too many times, giving her ample time to think about this. "My roots will allow me to look further than just Shadowclan. I do not intend to fail." But you can skyrocket away from me And never come back of you find another galaxy Far from here With more room to fly Just leave me your stardust to remember you by |
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| Onderwerp: Re: Boats and birds do 24 sep 2020 - 11:34 | |
| If you'll be my star I'll be your sky You can hide underneath me and come out at night When I turn jet black, and you show off your light I live to let you shine I live to let you shine
The stars seemed to fade around them as the tom frowned at her. The sky turned darker and she could feel her heart pounding in her chest. Now, her fur did stood on end and her ears flattened. She felt like she was locked in his gaze, but set her jaws in grim determination. But suddenly, all the tension fell away. The stars shone again and for the first time, the tom-cat smiled at her. Pure puzzlement filled her own gaze and she allowed herself to flop down on her hindquarters, breathing slightly heavier because of the breath that she had been holding in just heartbeats before. She shifted her gaze at the tom-cat that had lain down beside her, relaxing now. "Thank you so much for this opportunity.. I will not let Starclan down," she promised him. They had already thrown a lot at her, the fact that more could be thrown her way, unsettled her, but she tried to face the prospect with courage. "If I may ask.." she hesitated for a moment, "Do you.. How... Bloodhound is gravely injured and has difficulty training Newtpaw and me.. How.. how can I help my clanmates if I do not know how?" But you can skyrocket away from me And never come back of you find another galaxy Far from here With more room to fly Just leave me your stardust to remember you by |
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| Onderwerp: Re: Boats and birds do 24 sep 2020 - 12:00 | |
| If you'll be my star I'll be your sky You can hide underneath me and come out at night When I turn jet black, and you show off your light I live to let you shine I live to let you shine
Her gaze darkened when he mentioned being resourceful. Being resourceful wasn't enough. The clan had their needs and she couldn't fullfill them. The whole medicine cat den was stacked with herbs that she didn't know the meaning off. Some herbs could be lifesaving, others could be lethal. She wouldn't want to play with chance just to decide what fate would decide. She looked up at the tom when he told her more, told her about asking for help. He also told her that Acornstar could be a goddamn fool. She burst into a fit of giggles for the first time in their conversation. "Don't be too hard on Acornstar, he is trying really hard. He had a real mess to clean up after.." Her voice died off, as did her giggles. After the mess my father made. But you can skyrocket away from me And never come back of you find another galaxy Far from here With more room to fly Just leave me your stardust to remember you by |
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